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  • Origins (Childhood.)
    • A Different Sort of Autobiography
    • Did It Start With A Lonely Childhood?
    • Tracing it Back
  • LIST OF ALTERS
    • Inworld Mythos (And how it developed.)
    • Dealing with Romeo and Koji: An Innerworld Coming of Age Story. (2014)
    • “Sanctuary.” How Did It Start?
    • How I Met Kaspar, an Inworld Story (2014)
    • Citizens of the Brain
  • The Kirra Saga
    • Burning Moon
    • Awake (Late 2012 to Early 2013)
    • Southern Victorian Gatsby
    • You Know What They Say, April Showers Bring May-Hem.
    • Prose and Cons (September 2013)
    • Wake Up Call (Outerworld Drama, 2014)
    • “Mutually Assured Destruction” (Savannah, 2014)
    • Engendered Tensions (2014)
    • Moth to a Flame (Autumn of 2014)
    • How I Met Kaspar, an Inworld Story (2014)
    • Cracked (Autumn of 2014)
    • Out of Spite (Fall of 2014)
    • DID and the DnD ‘Timeout.’ (Winter of 2014-2015)
    • JaK O’ Lantern, An Inworld Story (Winter of 2015)
    • Leading up to April 27th, 2015.
    • April 27th, 2015.
    • XHAXHOLLARI (May of 2015)
    • The Fabric of My Life. (June of 2015)
    • “Just as real as you.” Summer of 2015 — Xhaxhollari
    • Undone (Late Summer of 2015)
    • The Long Game. (XHAXHOLLARI) (Autumn of 2015)
    • Both Break-up Emails in Full. (Circa 2015)
    • Worth Salvaging.
    • A Broken Hallelujah (January 11th, 2016)
    • Winning the Break-Up (Late Winter of 2016)
  • The Faerie Fantasy House
    • March Madness: Prelude
    • March Madness: Red Construction Paper and Redder Flags (April of 2019)
    • March Madness (May 16th, 2019)
    • Scorpio Season
    • Sagittarius Season
    • NOBEMBER – by Aberle
    • March Madness: “Married!” (May of 2019)
    • March Madness: Flashbacks and Gaslamp (May-June of 2019)
    • Goodbye, Savannah. (June, 2019)
    • Hello, Rochester. (June of 2019)
    • “I see bone!” (July of 2019)
    • “Plans change.” August of 2019.
    • Aberle’s Premature Launch (September of 2019)
    • Head Like a Hole (September of 2019)
    • Re: March’s Documents. (BONUS CONTENT, Short Read)
    • The Confrontation (September of 2019)
    • Powers in the Attic (Late October of 2019)
    • Birthdays and Bullies (November of 2019)
    • Damned Timeline (November to December, 2019)
    • New Year, Same Bullshit. (December of 2019)
    • Under Pressure (January of 2020) SHH + XI collab.
    • Ǵ̷̟A̵͑ͅS̵͚̆̐͜ͅL̵̝̐͑Á̶̟̃͜M̵̙̊P̸̢̗̍́̂ (January of 2020)
    • Jumping Timelines. (January of 2020)
    • Pound of Flesh. (February of 2020)
    • The Tower. (February of 2020)
    • Losing Blood (February of 2020)
    • Never Was One For Commitment. (March of 2020)
    • (Out)Break (March of 2020)
    • Ashes to Ashes. (Xanthe and Sparrow)
    • Bird Cage (April(-ish) of 2020)
    • Sage Advice (Late April to Early May 2020)
    • Disintegration. (Late May of 2020 to Early June.)
    • Scapegoat (June of 2020)
    • Xanthe Dies at the End (Sparrow. July 2020.)
    • Symmetry (SH, XI, XZ, KD Collab. July of 2020.)
    • Reprise (August 3rd, 2020. Sparrow and Xanthe.)
    • Fallout. (August 4th, 5th, 6th of 2020. XII & XZ)
  • Life After DID-scovery
    • Leading up to August 4th, 2020.
    • August 4th-5th, 2020.
    • An Apologetic Letter to The Former Host
    • Host Privilege (Featuring System Commentary, Apparently.)
    • Against the Odds (Reflection of Current Developments)
    • D.I.D. and Relationships with Singlets (2021)
    • Alone is Alive
    • Shade and Bone (Regarding the Lives)
    • The Living and the Fiction. (Xhaxhollari.)
    • Visarden Blackthorn
    • “A 10 year long roleplay” lie and how that’s contradicted by testimony.
    • Learn to Fly. (A Sparrow Story.)
    • When I First Met Rowan. (June of 2018.)
  • The Apollo Saga
    • Willful Amnesia (March of 2016)
    • Deja Vū (April of 2016) by Xhaxhollari and Sparrow
    • Tourism and Trauma. (Summer of 2016)
    • Digging Up Old Hatchets (Late Summer of 2016)
    • Allies and Allergies (October of 2016)
    • Misery Loves Company (November of 2016)
    • Thanksgiving. (November 24th, 2016, primarily.)
    • The Moon’s Shadow (Winter of 2016 to Spring of 2017)
    • Casual Chaos. (Xanthe and Sparrow.)
    • Foreshadowing (Summer of 2017)
    • We’re All Being Used. (September of 2017)
    • From Ohio to Augusta (October of 2017)
    • Gilded Stagnation. (November-December of 2017)
    • Arch-Nemesis. (Spring of 2018)
    • Far From Home (November of 2018. Feat. Jasper Harvey.)
  • The Parasite Saga
    • “I Think I Might Have DID.” August of 2020 (XZ and XII)
    • Dread–I Mean, Excitement! (August 10th to September 5th, 2020.)
    • Bedbugs (September/October 2020)
    • Sub-Arctic (November of 2020)
    • Achilles. (November 16th to December 20th)
    • Self-Sabotage. (Feat. Sound and Sparrow. January of 2021)
C.L. Zeitstück August 3, 2020

A Different Sort of Autobiography

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  • Origins (Childhood.)
    • A Different Sort of Autobiography
    • Did It Start With A Lonely Childhood?
    • Tracing it Back
  • LIST OF ALTERS
    • Inworld Mythos (And how it developed.)
    • Dealing with Romeo and Koji: An Innerworld Coming of Age Story. (2014)
    • “Sanctuary.” How Did It Start?
    • How I Met Kaspar, an Inworld Story (2014)
    • Citizens of the Brain
  • The Kirra Saga
    • Burning Moon
    • Awake (Late 2012 to Early 2013)
    • Southern Victorian Gatsby
    • You Know What They Say, April Showers Bring May-Hem.
    • Prose and Cons (September 2013)
    • Wake Up Call (Outerworld Drama, 2014)
    • “Mutually Assured Destruction” (Savannah, 2014)
    • Engendered Tensions (2014)
    • Moth to a Flame (Autumn of 2014)
    • How I Met Kaspar, an Inworld Story (2014)
    • Cracked (Autumn of 2014)
    • Out of Spite (Fall of 2014)
    • DID and the DnD ‘Timeout.’ (Winter of 2014-2015)
    • JaK O’ Lantern, An Inworld Story (Winter of 2015)
    • Leading up to April 27th, 2015.
    • April 27th, 2015.
    • XHAXHOLLARI (May of 2015)
    • The Fabric of My Life. (June of 2015)
    • “Just as real as you.” Summer of 2015 — Xhaxhollari
    • Undone (Late Summer of 2015)
    • The Long Game. (XHAXHOLLARI) (Autumn of 2015)
    • Both Break-up Emails in Full. (Circa 2015)
    • Worth Salvaging.
    • A Broken Hallelujah (January 11th, 2016)
    • Winning the Break-Up (Late Winter of 2016)
  • The Faerie Fantasy House
    • March Madness: Prelude
    • March Madness: Red Construction Paper and Redder Flags (April of 2019)
    • March Madness (May 16th, 2019)
    • Scorpio Season
    • Sagittarius Season
    • NOBEMBER – by Aberle
    • March Madness: “Married!” (May of 2019)
    • March Madness: Flashbacks and Gaslamp (May-June of 2019)
    • Goodbye, Savannah. (June, 2019)
    • Hello, Rochester. (June of 2019)
    • “I see bone!” (July of 2019)
    • “Plans change.” August of 2019.
    • Aberle’s Premature Launch (September of 2019)
    • Head Like a Hole (September of 2019)
    • Re: March’s Documents. (BONUS CONTENT, Short Read)
    • The Confrontation (September of 2019)
    • Powers in the Attic (Late October of 2019)
    • Birthdays and Bullies (November of 2019)
    • Damned Timeline (November to December, 2019)
    • New Year, Same Bullshit. (December of 2019)
    • Under Pressure (January of 2020) SHH + XI collab.
    • Ǵ̷̟A̵͑ͅS̵͚̆̐͜ͅL̵̝̐͑Á̶̟̃͜M̵̙̊P̸̢̗̍́̂ (January of 2020)
    • Jumping Timelines. (January of 2020)
    • Pound of Flesh. (February of 2020)
    • The Tower. (February of 2020)
    • Losing Blood (February of 2020)
    • Never Was One For Commitment. (March of 2020)
    • (Out)Break (March of 2020)
    • Ashes to Ashes. (Xanthe and Sparrow)
    • Bird Cage (April(-ish) of 2020)
    • Sage Advice (Late April to Early May 2020)
    • Disintegration. (Late May of 2020 to Early June.)
    • Scapegoat (June of 2020)
    • Xanthe Dies at the End (Sparrow. July 2020.)
    • Symmetry (SH, XI, XZ, KD Collab. July of 2020.)
    • Reprise (August 3rd, 2020. Sparrow and Xanthe.)
    • Fallout. (August 4th, 5th, 6th of 2020. XII & XZ)
  • Life After DID-scovery
    • Leading up to August 4th, 2020.
    • August 4th-5th, 2020.
    • An Apologetic Letter to The Former Host
    • Host Privilege (Featuring System Commentary, Apparently.)
    • Against the Odds (Reflection of Current Developments)
    • D.I.D. and Relationships with Singlets (2021)
    • Alone is Alive
    • Shade and Bone (Regarding the Lives)
    • The Living and the Fiction. (Xhaxhollari.)
    • Visarden Blackthorn
    • “A 10 year long roleplay” lie and how that’s contradicted by testimony.
    • Learn to Fly. (A Sparrow Story.)
    • When I First Met Rowan. (June of 2018.)
  • The Apollo Saga
    • Willful Amnesia (March of 2016)
    • Deja Vū (April of 2016) by Xhaxhollari and Sparrow
    • Tourism and Trauma. (Summer of 2016)
    • Digging Up Old Hatchets (Late Summer of 2016)
    • Allies and Allergies (October of 2016)
    • Misery Loves Company (November of 2016)
    • Thanksgiving. (November 24th, 2016, primarily.)
    • The Moon’s Shadow (Winter of 2016 to Spring of 2017)
    • Casual Chaos. (Xanthe and Sparrow.)
    • Foreshadowing (Summer of 2017)
    • We’re All Being Used. (September of 2017)
    • From Ohio to Augusta (October of 2017)
    • Gilded Stagnation. (November-December of 2017)
    • Arch-Nemesis. (Spring of 2018)
    • Far From Home (November of 2018. Feat. Jasper Harvey.)
  • The Parasite Saga
    • “I Think I Might Have DID.” August of 2020 (XZ and XII)
    • Dread–I Mean, Excitement! (August 10th to September 5th, 2020.)
    • Bedbugs (September/October 2020)
    • Sub-Arctic (November of 2020)
    • Achilles. (November 16th to December 20th)
    • Self-Sabotage. (Feat. Sound and Sparrow. January of 2021)
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